Curses & Kitsune (A Paranormal Yakuza Duet Book 2) by CJ Ravenna

Author:CJ Ravenna [Ravenna, CJ]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: anonymous
Published: 2024-08-24T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter 16

The mattress creaks beneath me, the sheets soft against my bare skin.

Jinta stands over the bed, lips flushed and swollen from our fervent kisses on the way to the bedroom, his eyes black with need. He drops his pants and boxers in one go, his long slender cock curling up toward his stomach, and tosses off his shirt. My cock pulses at the sight of all that pale, bare skin, his cute pink nipples hard and straining.

Jinta lunges for me, hands slamming into the mattress on either side of my head. His long legs tangle up with mine, and the hard length of him brushes over my leaking cock. Jinta swallows my ragged groan with his lips, teeth nipping, tongue thrusting. My whole body burns for him as I tug on his hair, and an urge I’ve never felt before rises within me. I want to submit to him.

“Yesterday, in the shower, I wanted to ask if you’ve ever bottomed before.”

My heart skips. I haven’t bottomed in years. The last person I bottomed for was Takada, and that was… I shudder. “I have,” I say, swallowing hard. My arousal threatens to flag at the memories clawing at me. “With… him.”

Jinta’s eyes darken, and anger floods his sweet scent.

Takada groomed me and took me to his bed as soon as I was legal. Our time together turned me off from exploring my bisexuality for years. Later on in life when I was ready, I reclaimed the first time he tainted for me with better experiences. I no longer think of the night we spent together as my first time, or even as sex. It was cruelty, nothing more or less.

Wetting my lips, I avert my gaze from Jinta. “Not with anyone else since. It was too—it hurt.” I just shake my head at a sudden loss for words. If I start talking, I’ll open the lid on a box I’ve kept locked up for years. I’ll drown in self-loathing. I can’t let Jinta see me like that. He’s seen the worst of me enough for today.

Panic squeezes my chest. Does Jinta want to top? I don’t know if I can do that. Don’t know the places my mind will take me. But what if I hurt him by saying no? What if he thinks the worst of me? What if—

“Baby.” Jinta cradles my cheek. I open my eyes, not realizing I’d shut them—or that I’d started shaking and panting like a frightened animal. “We don’t have to. Okay? You can say no to me, and I’ll always respect that. I just wanted to make you feel as good as I do. You have a choice with me. I’d never…” Jinta’s throat bobs, and his eyes glisten. “I’d never hurt you. Never.”

My throat’s tight. I feel like I’m going to break apart. Nobody has ever treated me the way he does, like I’m cherished—and I’ve hurt him. He’s been hurt because of me. Could still get hurt, and it would be all my fault.

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